[I QUIT BUSY] Not "I'm quite busy", I mean I quit being busy.
Last month I got a strong flu that hit me hard and felt like I had pass out for 4 days, followed by 10 more days of weak and low energy, forcing me to stop working and stayed offline.
Staying in bed got me bonus time to think from my heart, re-evaluate my goals & values, destroy and re-build my belief, so I ask myself:
"What do I want from this life?"
"How can I serve the world with my talent, so I can live an abundance life?"
"Why am I so busy? Why do I have to start 5 new businesses at the same time? Why do I have a never ending to-do-list?"
Turns our playing busy is part of my procrastinate strategy:
"I'm so busy so I have no time to sort my shit out"
"I'm so busy so I have no time to heal myself"
"I'm so busy so I can ignore my heart calling, no time to follow my real dreams."
"I'm so busy playing small and solving small problems, so I don't have to face the real bigger problems and take any bigger risks."
I also enjoy "Being busy", apparently I am proud to tell people that: "Being an entrepreneur, I haven't had a day off for 2.5 years!"
"I'm so busy so I can ignore my heart calling, no time to follow my real dreams."
"I'm so busy playing small and solving small problems, so I don't have to face the real bigger problems and take any bigger risks."
I also enjoy "Being busy", apparently I am proud to tell people that: "Being an entrepreneur, I haven't had a day off for 2.5 years!"
I like the word "entrepreneur", because it is difficult to spell, difficult to say, and it sounds cool.
But at what cost for me to keep playing this busy card?
